Thursday, March 18, 2010

Right Now.....

1. I'm hit by the "bye-bye blues". I just don't like anyone leaving or me leaving anyone behind. Each time I have to do that, smthg in me hurt. And then I think of more such moments awaiting me.

2. Last two days were wonderful with loads of shopping/ window shopping, watching movies and conversations. I already miss them.

3. I wonder If I would always remember the people who are important to me right now. Would I forget them when life gets busier? Would I feel the same closeness that I share today? Would they even remember me? I will see less of the people I want to see everyday. I may even talk or mail less. Today, it breaks me to think that someday things might change. But when that 'someday' comes, all this won't matter.

4. I don't want to grow up. ( I mean grow old. I'm already grown up). I don't want things to change. I don't want to move on.

5. I gave an interview today and it went off decently well. But there were some unexpected surprises.

6. I have been trying hard and hoping so much for smthg and praying for it as well. And when things seemed smooth, I had to ruin it again. Why? Why? Why? Why am I so weak-willed?

7. I soo sooo sooooo want to belong!!!!!


chandni said...

oho....I am depressed today and seeing all sad posts all around!

lets all stick it out together, this too shall pass!

carolane ashi said...

One thing i understood!! Everybody feels the same....

Lex said...

I hope you get that job. Why you didn revealed your flirtatious smile to them, the person who took your interview might have appointed you @ that time itself. Just kidding dee... chumma ;) Anyways hope you get that job and do well :)