Thursday, March 18, 2010
1. I'm hit by the "bye-bye blues". I just don't like anyone leaving or me leaving anyone behind. Each time I have to do that, smthg in me hurt. And then I think of more such moments awaiting me.
2. Last two days were wonderful with loads of shopping/ window shopping, watching movies and conversations. I already miss them.
3. I wonder If I would always remember the people who are important to me right now. Would I forget them when life gets busier? Would I feel the same closeness that I share today? Would they even remember me? I will see less of the people I want to see everyday. I may even talk or mail less. Today, it breaks me to think that someday things might change. But when that 'someday' comes, all this won't matter.
4. I don't want to grow up. ( I mean grow old. I'm already grown up). I don't want things to change. I don't want to move on.
5. I gave an interview today and it went off decently well. But there were some unexpected surprises.
6. I have been trying hard and hoping so much for smthg and praying for it as well. And when things seemed smooth, I had to ruin it again. Why? Why? Why? Why am I so weak-willed?
7. I soo sooo sooooo want to belong!!!!!