Monday, October 29, 2007

Brain Dead



Its been really long since I penned down something. After some 15 odd posts, its only natural that the initial excitement has died down. But there is more reason than this for the long silence Happy thoughts elude me completely. NO. All kinds of thoughts elude me - happy, sad, exciting, boring and revolutionary. I've become brain-dead. For somebody who feels alive only when her thoughts are tricking, it is indeed a distressing situation.

The real world around doesn't interest me anymore. Now that is not surprising. Because the real world has never aroused my spirit. I was always bored with te real world, real people. But I had this innate ability to create an internal world within myself and be safely tucked in there. yeah, I HAD that ability. That amazing ability to disconnect myself from te real world n connect with an inner world has been taken away. Now I grope for thoughts to fill my empty moments, but in vain. I have spent many a pensive moments in te past. And looks like I have pondered several times over everything that matters to me. Maybe, its time to move on and find new interests. For the sake of filling up empty moments, for te sake of feeling alive again.

10 comments:

Ps said...

Ah, the writers block! Mebbe you need a prompt? Visit writers island. Or shall i tag you with a meme?

Pointblank said...

yes please! tagging can help.

Veena said...

Hmm.. with what i read, u seem to be so different from what i have known u... :)

Pointblank said...

@ veena

And wot did u think bout me? m curious :)

accidental diva said...

hey maybe u shud go on a holiday...I'm sure that will help clear ur writer's block.

Thinking aloud said...

hmmm...learn something new, it'll give you something to write about..:)happy reconnecting...

Prats said...

oh, thats a real sad thing to go through...I just went thru that phase, and I was close to murder....but yeah, learning something new or at least just treading a new path totally might help.

~ Blindreck ~ said...

hey hey... long time! uhm!!
i know how it feels to be writing nothing for nothing - we all do that atleast once.. ehm most of my posts are results coming outa nothing from nothing... lol!!
cheer up... think hard n write it down...

Sn

sansmerci said...

chek my blog.. u ll kno wat brain dead really is .. but gal write up soon ... ur blog is a source to fill my emptiness sometimes

~ Blindreck ~ said...

more postssss neet....